Chinese New Year is coming back. Yeayyyy...
Wait a minute... It's that a YEAY from me??/

Hahah..well that was overreact alright..
Biologically we will celebrating it... But this year it would be different..
Our beloved late Aunt Angie funeral anniversary of 100 days will be on that particular day.
Furthermore Chinese people don't celebrate CNY as merrier as usual when there's a death in the family in the previous year or recently before the CNY.

Actually that's not matter me the most...
I'm on A HOLIDAY mode & I'm so excited.

SERIOUSLY.... it's not really a HOLIDAY my friend..
It's more to medical leave for me, as I'll be undergo some minor dental surgery for my wisdom tooth on
25th January 2012.

Wish me luck yaaa..
Nothing much to say really...
But I'm so excited to be back HOME again this Friday..

Johor Bahru..Hope I get to see you soon...

JBbbbbb here I come....:P...XOXO

Back then when I was in secondary school, yes it was about 14- 15 years back. I was a carefree teenager, school routine, gossips , exams, co curricular activities never stop me from doing what I want, having things on my way, see things at my own view, imagine life with my own perspective without prejudice & anxious.

And again, that was 14-15 years ago. Now I'm moving on my end of twenties, Alhamdulillah, I've enjoy every each part & parcel of it.. The good and the bad, the bitter sweet memories in it.. I've endure it, adhere it, having fun with it and create my own dreams & self belief in it.

It was beautiful yet exhausting at the same time. Less than 103 days in the future, I'll be 28..I feel like 18 again...hahah..Is that a wish?? Ohh of coz it's not..I'm very careful with what I'm wishing for..(learn it from the best)..

How is it feel being in this age? I feel my freedom has been taken away, little by little..day by day..hour by hour & even now sometimes I get scare every minute of it, scarier when every each second of it would be too psychotic to admit.. 

Suddenly I've realize that I'm slowly absorbing into new shell, & no more "PLAYING around thing" that suitable for my position right now..

So,Let my prayer will be answer by Allah SubahanahuwaTa'ala..
Let my hope & dreams will leads me to be a better Muslimah.
Let my life will be shower with wonderful things to come,
Let myself be STRONGER as Saidatina Khadijah RadiAllahuanhu...
& Let my soul always be by my GREATEST CREATOR side...
InsyaAllah... Aaamin Ya Robbila A'lamin..