FREEDOM

Back then when I was in secondary school, yes it was about 14- 15 years back. I was a carefree teenager, school routine, gossips , exams, co curricular activities never stop me from doing what I want, having things on my way, see things at my own view, imagine life with my own perspective without prejudice & anxious.

And again, that was 14-15 years ago. Now I'm moving on my end of twenties, Alhamdulillah, I've enjoy every each part & parcel of it.. The good and the bad, the bitter sweet memories in it.. I've endure it, adhere it, having fun with it and create my own dreams & self belief in it.

It was beautiful yet exhausting at the same time. Less than 103 days in the future, I'll be 28..I feel like 18 again...hahah..Is that a wish?? Ohh of coz it's not..I'm very careful with what I'm wishing for..(learn it from the best)..

How is it feel being in this age? I feel my freedom has been taken away, little by little..day by day..hour by hour & even now sometimes I get scare every minute of it, scarier when every each second of it would be too psychotic to admit.. 

Suddenly I've realize that I'm slowly absorbing into new shell, & no more "PLAYING around thing" that suitable for my position right now..

So,Let my prayer will be answer by Allah SubahanahuwaTa'ala..
Let my hope & dreams will leads me to be a better Muslimah.
Let my life will be shower with wonderful things to come,
Let myself be STRONGER as Saidatina Khadijah RadiAllahuanhu...
& Let my soul always be by my GREATEST CREATOR side...
InsyaAllah... Aaamin Ya Robbila A'lamin..